LIGHT IN THE DARK NIGHT

Living in a perfect world full-filled with many imperfections ...

You guys may read before the paragragh below,

Imagine there is a bank account that credits your account each morning with $86,400. It carries over no balance from day to day.
Every evening the bank deletes whatever part of the balance you failed to use during the day. What would you do? Draw out every cent, of course?
Each of us has such a bank. It's name is TIME.
Every morning, it credits you with 86,400 seconds.
Every night it writes off as lost, whatever of this you have failed to invest to a good purpose.
It carries over no balance. It allows no over draft. Each day it opens a new account for you. Each night it burns the remains of the day.
If you fail to use the day's deposits, the loss is yours. There is no drawing against "tomorrow."
You must live in the present on today's deposits. Invest it so as to get from it the utmost in health, happiness and success!
The clock is running!! Make the most of today.

To realise the value of one year, ask a student who failed a grade.
To realise the value of one month, ask a mother who has given birth to a premature baby.
To realise the value of one week, ask the editor of a weekly newspaper.
To realise the value of one hour, ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.
To realise the value of one minute, ask a person who just missed a train.
To realise the value of one second, ask someone who just avoided an accident.
To realise the value of one millisecond, ask the person who won a silver medal at the olympics.

And here we go... don't just say hello and good bye to time !!?
Treasure every moment that you have! And treasure it more because you shared it with someone special, special enough to spend your time with. And remember time waits for no one.

Your past may fill with sadness, failure, dissapointed and many more, but it will be doen't matter as long as you have the will to change it. Because you still have tomorrow. You will have tomorrow to goes on, live on and fight for your dream. That why people says yesterday is history, then follow by tomorrow is a mystery and today is a gift. That's why its called the present.

Well, I spent a whole month just at home. To let me feel the feeling of "at home". haha.... Since it is a new start of the year now, so I will and I must study harder this year... as a promise to myself.

Happy 2010 guys~ = )

I want to introduce you guys a song, brand new song from Rihanna. This song described not only just how the russian train their soldier, but also telling you that this song "Russian Roulette" is a dangerous game of chance.... just like LOVE.... anyway, I love the silent feel of this song, it's amazing.... enjoy~ = )



Rihanna - Russian Roulette lyrics

Take a Breathe, take a deal
Calm yourself, he says to me
If you play, you play for keeps
Take the gun and count to three
You're sweating now, moving slow
No time to think, my turn to go

And you can see my heart.. beating
You can see it through my chest
I'm terrified, but I'm not leaving
I know that I must pass this test
So just pull the trigger.....

Say a prayer to yourself
He says close your eyes, sometimes it helps
And then I get a scary thought
That he's here, means he's never lost

And you can see my heart.. beating
You can see it through my chest
I'm terrified, but I'm not leaving
I know that I must pass this test
So just pull the trigger.....

As my life flashes before my eyes
I'm wondering if I will ever see another sunrise
So many won't get the chance to say goodbye
But it's to late to think of the value of my life

And you can see my heart.. beating
You can see it through my chest
I'm terrified, but I'm not leaving
I know that I must pass this test
So just pull the trigger.....


Maybe, something is missing in my heart very long ago.

Maybe, I want to find back that missing thing.

Maybe, I feel regret yet I feel happy.

Maybe, I don't deserve that missing thing.

Maybe, I was wrong...


Perhaps, I shouldn't write this blog and post it here.

Perhaps, I should think further, look further and don't ever look and think back.

Perhaps, I should follow my decision that I made from the beginning.

Perhaps, something that was there then gone by now.

Perhaps, I am sad but no any person on this planet could see through my heart....


Sometimes, thing will getting better when time goes by.

Sometimes, you only could feel regret when everything is too late.

Sometimes, there is no way to turn thing back.

Sometimes, you have to sacriface something in order to change for the thing that you wanted.

Sometimes, you can't own something that doen't belong to you.....


But, there is something I can do.

But, I can choose the suitable way for me.

But, I can change... to make myself a better person.




There is only one reason... because I want to make things better....



After reading this, take a deep breath, forget the past, think about the person you love and the things you have now.... have a nice day. = )


Last Friday, I went back to school at night with my gang for Halloween night. Hmmm... I suppose to wear those weird costume (or turn myself become Dracula also can), but in the end.... nevermind la .... who care anyway?? haha... But there are many people really spent money and time to get the best costume award that night !!! except my gang.... lolx..(some of them turning themselve become zombie, witch, reaper, vampire, skull and cute bunny and angels for those cute girls???) In the beginning, the atmosphere of the party is quite good. But after few hours, I started to feel bore... lolx... anyway, I really enjoy watching the shows. = )

Winners have dreams;
Losers have schemes.

Winners see the grains;
Losers see the pain.

Winners see the potential;
Losers see the past.

Winners make it happen;
Losers let it happen.

Winners see possibilities;
Losers see problems.

Winners makes commitments;
Losers makes promises.

Winners are a part of the team;
Losers are apart from the team.

Winner always has a programme;
Loser always has an excuse.

Winner says "Let me do it for you";
Loser says "That is not my job".

Winners say "I must do something";
Losers say "Something must be done".

Winner is always a part of the answer;
Loser is always a part of the problem.

Winner sees an answer for every problem;
Loser sees a problem for every answer.

Winners believe in win/win;
Loser believe for them to win, someone has to lose.

Winner says "It may be difficult but it is possible";
Loser says "It may be possible but it is too difficult".

Winner makes a mistake. he says "I was wrong";
Loser makes a mistake, he says "It wasn't my fault".

So which type of person are you? = )